Maybe?

Smooth talkin',so rockin'
He's got everything that a girls' wanting,
Guitar cutie, he plays it groovy,
And I can't keep myself from doin' somethin stupid,
Think I'm really falling for his smile,
Get butterflies when says my name...

He's lightning sparks are flyin',
Everywhere I go he's always on my mind and,
I'm goin' crazy about him lately,
And I can't help myself from now,
My heart is racin',
Think i'm really digging on his vibe,
He really blows me away...

He's got somethin' special,
I can hardly breathe,
Something telling me,
That maybe he could be the one,
He could be the one?

This.

If Were A Movie?

If we were a movie,
You'd be the right guy,
And I'll be the best friend,
That you'll fall in love with,
In the end we'd be laughing,
Watching the sun sets,
Fade to black,
Show the name,
Play the happy song.

ZAYN MALIK

HIS EYES. OH MY GOD.

McFly - Falling in love 'acoustic

When you think a song just can't be better they come up with things like this. Pefect song, perfect boys, PERFECT BAND <3

iF U C Kate (acoustic) McFLY

This is GOLD. Danny Jones from Mcfly <3

Oh My God

If you are not as close to God as you used to be, WHO MOVED?


:(

Demi Lovato Performs Skyscraper!

VULNERABILITY

Girls, have you guys ever walk alone with your t-shirt and jeans on and saw a group of other girls walk pass by you? Have you ever check the girls out? Not because you're a lesbian or whatever, probably just cause you wanna compare yourself to them? How come she has nice skin? How come she has a perfect body? How come her thigh is so small? ETC

Any of you feel fat? Any of you feel you have to cover yourself with your hair on your face cause you have pimples? Any of you ever feel you have a nose the size of Jupiter? Any of you ever feel... not good enough? That's what I feel most of the time. It will make me cry, sometimes. I will cry myself to sleep thinking about the Victoria Secret models.. how they're so tall, thinking about Emma Watson... how she's so pretty, thinking about Megan Fox... how she has the body to die for...

I am an XL girl. I was quite chubby back in high school too. But my current body weight is so bad i feel like vomiting every time I weigh my self. When I was 15, I liked this guy. Who likes one of my friend. She's really pretty... and skinny. I wanted to be like her. So, I will purposely vomit everything i ate. It was hard. I was weak. Few weeks past, i didn't lose that much weight (probably just around 3 - 4 kgs) but i was definitely weak. I cant think. Later, i stopped this stupid habit. When I was 16, I was still conscious about my weight, honestly, I was actually not that chubby like right now. Around August 2009, i tried this diet, for a month. I'm proud to say I lost around 10kgs. I fit all my cloths and I was a size M - L. The diet was somehow too extreme. I ate an apple a day and a few glass of water + an hour of running. It was a success. Then after that, I gained weight drastically and continuously until now. I have no idea what had happened. Now, I can say my weight is at its worse state as ever. I won't say how much I weigh (duh-) but let's say, I'm not happy with it.



Now, feeling insecure and vulnerable as ever. I dont know what to do anymore. I'm not at the verge of committing suicide though cause that's just plain stupid. I would just like to feel beautiful and actually fit into my jeans. I guess I'll just exercise and see what happens..

Long Life Dream

I bet all of you have dreams. Dreams that are bigger than anything else. Sometime these dreams are a bit unrealistic and impossible to achieve. Mine? It seems impossible but hey- nothing is impossible right?

My dreams?

- Graduate from University Of Nottingham.

- Further study (Master)

- Find a job (for experience) elsewhere.

- Own a company.

Well, all of these dreams above are actually normal. My real main dream?

- Make poverty history.

- Help the needy

- Charity.

- Save the animals from cruel abusive inhuman beings and save the endangered species.

- Be a founder of a charity

Why? : It's unfair that we live in a world full of comfort and wealth, and they struggle through life without any food.

How? : Be a millionaire- billionaire and solution yet undiscovered

Impossible huh?

Summer break?

Okay, I thought summer breaks are supposed to be awesome? 2.5 months on break without all those assignments.. Just relax and chill.. Find adventures and stuff?

Honestly, it's not. 2.5 months is way too long. I miss Nottingham, I miss my friends, I miss my lecturers, I miss the classes, I miss the the life there and the food!
Here at home, all you do is watch movies, read books, gain weight and eat. I rarely hang out with my friends here since they all don't have summer breaks and my unis' friends live so far away. I can't wait for classes to start back again.



My plan for this summer was supposed to be visiting UK after Raya. HA HA so much for going there -,- since the riots are spreading across the UK. Tough luck huh? I wanna get a job but.. yeah no thanks. The last job i took was.. let's say.. dramas were involved. So nowadays I just download movies and read. boring huh? So I eat more now and I'm socially deprived. How bout you? :)

xoxo Tia

Danny Jones

His voice. His smile. His laughs. The cure of everything :) <3

Hmmm

Honestly, i have no idea what to write these days. About my day? it's boring. About the juicy secrets and stuffs? well, i'll keep the juicy things to myself, thank you. Umm what do I actually do nowadays? Well, apart from missing my friends, enjoying my summer... I listen to the old school's music- I have no idea why but it reminded me of my childhood. Umm i do a lot of work out these days, i guess. it's not that I've lost 10 pounds or anything YET but just to keep me healthy. I've gone gaga over Danny Jones despite he has a super model girlfriend and have the slightest clue about me existing, i LOVE him. heheh

Other than that- nothing else really. I can die of boredom, i tell you. 2.5 months with nothing to do. Ahhh better just enjoy my holiday before college starts again. And Ramadhan is just around the corner. I can't wait!

xoxo Tia

Mcfly

I just miss the old Mcfly okay? The new Mcfly is awesome too. But, the younger, cooler and fresh music of Mcfly. That I miss. But they're still awesome though :D
My childhood :'D

xoxo Tia

Five Colours In Her Hair McFly

I miss the old Mcfly's music concept. It's more fun.

xoxo Tia

Dougie Poynter

Him.









xoxo Tia :)

90s Music

These past few days, I've been listening to the 90s and early 00s musics and it feels great. I mean, music nowadays are mostly about partying, weeds, fuck people.. what happened to singing from the heart? And new shit like Rebecca Black's song - Friday.. seriously, what kind of lyric is that? Where's the rhymed, deep lyrics?








I grew up listening to BSB, Westlife, Christina Aguilera, 98', All Saints, Spice Girls and was obsessed over Britney Spears. Those were real music, to me. They don't need hot flashy girls or hot buff man in their MV, it's all about the music man! Don't you miss that? Now, whenever I watch MTV, i pray to God my parents won't be there with me. Look at all the MVs! I agree, there are loads of good music from this century but really, nothing beats the 90s.

And I remember, my first celebrity crush back in the 90s when i was like, 7. It was Nick Byrne from Westlife! Hahhaha I'm such a loser. But he was cute though ;)



xoxo Tia

Unsolved Mysteries

I like to read about the whole unsolved mysteries shit, so if you do too, i found this website which is very interesting. Read it! :)

http://www.unsolved-mysteries.com/

xoxo Tia

My Dream Guy

When asked "who is your ideal guy?", most girls would answer Robert Pattinson, Alex Pettyfer, Justin Bieber, Justin Timberlake bla bla bla. My ideal guy would be, Theo Walcott. He's 99.1% closest to my dream guy. Why i like him?

1st - he's gorgeous, duh? i mean, his smile is soooo charming. mostly, i like his smile :) in fact, i'm head over heels in love with his smile!

2nd - his passion for football. i like guys who can play football. and duh- he's a football player -,- and he's really fast too. he plays really good. i adore him.

3rd - fashion sense. i think he has a nice sense of fashion (minus the jersey). he often wears beanie! i think guys with beanie = SMEXY. and i find guys with his ear/s pierced are smokin' hot.

4th - he's sweet :) he loves kids, he plays with them. he's humble. i don't know him for real life but from what it looks like (from interviews), he seems like a nice, cool, humble, simple kind of guy.

5th - bros before hoes. i find it attractive for guys to really care about their friends.



6th - he is LOYAL. he's been dating Melanie Slade since they were 14! i think they're cute :) and Melanie isn't the high class Victoria Secret model or what so ever, she's just a regular college girl. i think she's so lucky! and she seems like a great person. so cheers to them!

7th - BONUS, he's British ;)

:) xoxo Tia

HB, Sis!

Theo Walcott Post Match Interview (13/7/11)

HE HE HE

I Miss You

This says it all. I miss you, bad. I miss you even more and I can't stand it. :'(

xoxo Tia

Things To Do Tomorrow

1) Clean my messy room.



2) Send birthday cake to my sis's school. It's her 5th birthday, people!



3) Nottingham kejap.



4) Kaki Gym -,-



Looks like it's going to be one heck of a hectic day. Wish me luck -,-

XOXO Tia

Arsenal FC

Cody Simpson - All Day [Official Video]

Cody Simpson

Okay, they called him "the new Justin Bieber". well, i don't really care sebenarnya. I think this Aussie boy is okay. I like his songs. I don't want to be that crazy fan girl shit as i am too old for that (yelah), and he's like younger than Bieber which will make me sound like a pedophile.

Will post his "All Day" song. I love that song! And i like his fashion sense. NAISS!

XOXO Tia

Alice's Adventure in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll

So, I've watched the classic movie before, watched the modern one already (yang ada Johnny Depp), now I've finished the classic book.

All my life, I've always wanted to read the classic book of Alice. Dapat pun baca, Alhamdulilah. Cause it's actually kinda hard to find the book, yang old version. And i find the book rather interesting. Wasn't a crazy thick book like Harry Potter or Twilight but it was a thin one. Simple story and i liked it.

Next book i'll be reading is My Best Friend's Girl by Dorothy Koomson. Said to be a sad story :(

Will update later

XOXO Tia

와~ 엄마다 근데 졸려 (Wow It's mom, but I'm sleepy)

13/07/2011

Okay, so 13th of July was a date to remember.

1st - SUMMER! we're done with the last exam paper which was Social Science. Mahin, Neeva and I were one of the earliest people to finished the paper. Mostly, it was bullshit. According to Mahin, "A new word for elaboration is BULLSHITING" HA HA HA



So Summer, here we come. Two and a half months doing, well- nothing? But, hey- it's still a holiday though ;) and I'm planning to go travel somewhere alone to find peace and serenity? Whatever-


2nd - ARSENAL FC! Oh em gee, went to see the players. It was awesome. They won 4 - 0 against Harimau Malaya. Honestly, as much as i love Arsenal, i wanted Malaysia to win though. Hey- a girl loves her country okay! But it's okay, Arsenal is in the UK. and I have a PR in the UK. so- not that guilty hehehe So, when i went there, I saw Szczesny. Now he has a superb ass :D LOL



But when I saw the other Arsenal players, I actually went a bit emotional and sobbed with myself. I cried. Yeah- I said it. I just LOVE Arsenal FC so much kay. And i remembered Theo Walcott scored the 2nd goal for Arsenal, and again, I cried. I love Theo Walcott as well tau. :D The game was brilliant. I brought my binoculars with me, so I can see the match perfectly. Dah lah dekat depan pulak tu, but what the hell. Good game :)


However, the saddest part of the day was leaving Nottingham. I love my life there. I love everyone. I miss hanging out till 4AM at the TCR with the others. I miss waking up early in the morning and play pool with the others. I miss hanging out in the car with Neeva, Lyn, Fifa and Mahin. We would sing along to ALMOST ALL OF THE SONGS which were played on the radio. I miss Mike's class. I miss everyone in my course, the Business people, Engineering and Science people (though i don't know everyone). I miss the oily unhealthy but fucking expensive food there. And I miss Mahin! She went back to Tajikistan already! But, she'll come back for the next semester. The others are probably back to their own countries by now except for Max, Favour, Al and Marul. I have no idea what they're going to do 2.5 months on campus. BUT I MISS EVERYONE. InsyaAllah will see them again next semester :)

xoxo Tia